I have a new phone. I like it.

Can't sleep. Can't play games. Can't write. Late night T.V. SUCKS! My mind won't shut off..... I wish it would..... I have to take a LONG (almost to the boarder) bus ride. I feel like crap, but I need my pain meds.... And they won't just phone it in.... That? Also SUCKS!

Is fixed, still a little red but no more double vision and it is not turned in so much any more, it's not perfect, but that's alright it's a lot better then it was.

I wasn't having a hard enough time sleeping..... I am a little nervous about tomorrow. My neighbour's garage, That is only 10 feet away from the side of my house caught fire.... Yup fun stuff. No one was hurt and the damage isn't too bad. Wish me luck in the morning.

I am going in on Monday to get my eye fixed.... I hope it works this time. I am not too sure I'm ready to deal with Dr's and such but I might as well get it over with right?

I am going in on Monday to get my eye fixed.... I hope it works this time. I am not too sure I'm ready to deal with Dr's and such but I might as well get it over with right?

THANK YOU.

AARRRGGG!!!!!

ANY WHERE but here right now.... I feel like I'm losing everything... And there is nothing I can do about it. I just don't kmow what to do or say about anything.... So this will be my last post... If I get a computer I might post again...I will still check on my friends as I can from my phone because I DO care about all of you. Please take care. Love as you want to be loved, treat others as you would be treated. Never walk out the door with out telling the ones you love, that you love them.

In a unreal place in my head. But my sister has been here a couple of times this week... My storage room is now a computer room sans computer ofcourse. My bathroom is SPOTLESS, My living and dinning rooms are cleared and uncluttered.... It looks good but different...

How I feel... I'm in a surreal place.

Well yesterday...was just too much to text about... It will be nice to have a computer again... When that will happen I don't know... Soon I hope. I'm so happy that Demery, Danny, Ryan, Rick, my sister, mother and sister in law were there. It meant/means a lot to me. Love all.