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Fri, 10 Oct 2008 05:15:37 GMT

Well I’m off to bed, after Grey’s Anatomy and one more cup of coffee.

I need to get up at 6 am, have a quick shower, NOT have coffee, (that is going to suck monkey butt.) get in a car with my Mother and drive for I don’t know how long and find a hospital we’ve never been to, and go through what I stated in my last entry.

Then I get to look after (with a lot of help from Tessa.) Look after the boys…Oh don’t look at me like that!

There is no one else to look after these boys, I’m sure if they tried harder the Mother’s could find someone but it ALWAYS turns into a nightmare and it takes me a week or more to fix the damage.

These boys don't handle change well, so I'm picking the shorter duration of stress.

It has taken me over a hour to to type this, watching T.V. and typing is not easy..LOL!

Good night, see ya when I get back.

Thu, 09 Oct 2008 05:50:24 GMT

Well it’s just 2 more sleeps until I go under again…

I’m just going to cut and paste the comment I posted on Momma’s space, to explain what is going to happen Friday;

~The operation is going to be real easy, get to the hospital at an ungodly hour of the morning wait around for any where from 1 to 3 hours, get to take a deep nap for 20 minutes, get rudely awoken from said nap, with an itchy eye to fight with a nurse who wants me to stay for another 2 hours until I’m “fully” awake and doesn’t believe that BECAUSE she has woken me up and irritated the HELL out of me, I AM “fully” awake and will be going home as soon as my ride shows up...And said ride (if they know what’s good for them.) will be there before I finish getting my shoes on.

I think I have said before, I don’t wake up from general anastia (sp?) very happy or nice.

Good thing though...

There will be no bruising, bandages or patches. Just some redness and a stitch inside my eye that will dissolve in 4 to 6 weeks.

And since I can’t see out of the eye they are operating on anyway, I will probably be able to give an update later in the day Friday. ~

So far Tessa hasn’t from any of the places she put her resume in…But it’s only been 2 days, I won’t panic just yet…

Even though I truly appreciate prayers, well wishes and good thoughts concerning my operation, could you PLEASE say them for Tessa’s job search?

Thank you!

Have a great night

~PS~

Even though this operation is considered non invasive, I am under orders to rest for five days , (yeah like THAT will happen!) to let the stitch take. So it looks like I might miss (Canadian) Thanksgiving (Monday the 13th) ....Second year in a row...That SUCKS!

Wed, 08 Oct 2008 07:33:23 GMT

I want to go here or here both places would do my soul a world of good. Another place would be here I found that last one through my blog buddy Kat ; she went there this weekend and had a wonderful time. We are both very lucky to live in places that allow us to “Get away” to another place and time in our own back yards.

Yes, I want to run away, run away from the responsibility, uncertainty, and ugliness that is in my life right now, even if it’s only for a couple of days.

I want to fall asleep to the sounds of water or the forest in a big comfy bed and have guilt free meals served to me in bed or on a private deck over looking the water…

Yes, I know that everything will still be there when I get back, but I REALLY NEED the recharge…

If you haven’t done so already take a look over my posts over the past month or so and you will understand.

I don’t mean to sound negative but… The sad thing is, there is nothing I can do to change anything that is going on, I just have to ride it out and hope I make it to the other side in one piece.

Even knowing my best friend won’t be there with me.

Mon, 06 Oct 2008 17:10:27 GMT

I had grand plans of getting my house straight today before I get my eye operated on, that's going to happen on Friday but I wanted to get a head start and not wait until the last minute, I even made a list of what I wanted done and everything....Meh! now I'm sitting here looking at the list...And all I can think is, "I DON'T WANNA!" Oh well. It will get done...Probably at the last minute. Like late Thursday night when I can't sleep because I'm nervous.

I fully expect a phone call from the school today because brat boy will be a little jerk...

Last week when I was busy with Doctors and seminars they called my cell twice each day to come and deal with this kid...Even after I had told them on Monday I wasn't going to be available, I was very clear DO NOT CALL Tuesday, Wednesday or Thursday I was going to be at least 2 hours away at any given time...Did they listen? No. Did the mother make sure the kid's homework was done? No.

I know I shouldn't care, but I do. I know I should quit, but I can't.

So I will just settle for ranting and raving on here.

Thanks and have a nice day.

Mon, 06 Oct 2008 05:55:31 GMT

I have been sitting here all day stewing about stupid dumb that my family does....Like saying (13 years after the fact) to April that she was invited to my brother's wedding, and asking her why she didn't come.....?

There were other similar comments all designed to make me look bad.

She wasn't invited, not only that, Tessa and I weren't allowed to go to the ceremony because Tessa (3 1/2 at the time)

Was too much of a handful....which is BULL SHIT, she was a normal 3 and a half year old...It pisses me off that they are always trying to say Tessa was more of a brat then thier kids.

The worst part of it is that they STILL try to do it.

My sister has 2 kids and my brother has 4. (2 daughters and 2 step sons)

My sister's sons and my brother's step sons have and still do:

Drank under age
Done/do drugs
Been arrested
wrecked cars
Done massive amounts of property damage
One even got KICKED OUT of a boot camp for hard to handle kids.

And that's the lightweight stuff.

The girls weren't so bad....But they have thier things, like:

The 16 yr old dating a guy 10 yrs older then her that she met off the net.
And the other one wrecking my sister's car and refusing to pay the damages because she wanted to pay for her boy friends tattoo.

Trust me Tessa is no angel but she hasn't done anything like they have. Oh I'm not stupid I know she's tried drinking, and has gone places she shouldn't have and stuff like that, but I have been very lucky...She won't do drugs of any kind because she can't handle the loss of control, plus she know if she choose to be that stupid I would kick her ass out.

But it seems like my siblings can't handle the fact I'm a good parent.

WHAT EVER

Sun, 05 Oct 2008 19:08:17 GMT

It seems there is no semi private on here...So I'm going public again.....Sorry to anyone who tried to get in and couldn't.

Sun, 05 Oct 2008 15:20:34 GMT

Waking up at 6:30 am on a Sunday is bad just plain bad….

At least I don’t have to watch the boys today, their Mother has the flu so she’s not going to her other job….So that’s good, for me not her.

Hopefully I can actually get some things done around the house today…Don’t know, I’ll see how I feel after I go to the store and get water. The idea of just coming back home and crawling back under my covers is very appealing.

Mum’s birthday dinner last night was good, not as loud and boisterous as usual but good, my sister ended up paying for Tessa, April and I. That was nice.

I also found out that I’m am having a “Surprise” party for my birthday….Ahh yeah, sounds all sweet and fun….It’s not.

And why the person told me about it I don’t know, (or rather I don’t believe the reason they gave.) but I do know the reason behind doing the party instead of what I wanted to do, and I don’t like it.

So I’m just going to let everyone off the hook and cancel the whole thing.

I not feeling sorry for my self or anything like that…It’s just how things are, I’m sure I’ll end up having a nice day anyway….

Sat, 04 Oct 2008 17:41:23 GMT

Good morning,

It's Saturday and I have a TON to do, before Tessa, April and I go to my Mother's birthday dinner.....

Is any of it going to get done?

mmmm probably not.

Tessa is going out and trying to find a job, because she wants to go to China in June with school and she needs to come up with 3000.00 (400.00 monthly payments). My Mother is coming up with the 500.00 needed to secure a spot, the security is needed by this coming Thursday, (Oct 9)…

Yeah. Tessa dropped this bomb on me YESTERDAY!

We ended up in a huge fight because Tessa’s attitude was that I should just give her the money, and that I was lying when I said there was no way I could come up with the money on my own and that if she really wanted to go SHE was going to HAVE to get a job and contribute.

It just KILLS me that I CAN’T provide her this on my own but I just can’t, and believe me she is really good at making me feel guilty about it.

Anyway…

The seminar was really informative click Here and check it out.

The place is AMAZING! In my mind this how health care should be approached in all areas not just cancer…

When I first went in I was a little leery about it, of course I want April to have hope but not false hope….Know what I mean? They were very good about that.

We got lots of good information, on a variety of things…Yeah so like I said click the link and check it out.

To be honest I think I got more out of it then April did…But that is understandable, she is so close to the “Put our affairs in order” diagnoses that the only thing she wants to hear or will give her hope right now is “We can cure you.”

There was one woman there that was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer (I can’t remember what kind right now.) 11 years ago, sadly it’s come back again, but instead of taking inspiration from the fact the woman survived that long after the worst diagnoses you can get…All April heard is that it came back…I understand (as much as I can) but I also know that if she doesn’t keep a positive attitude all that she (as well as her hubby and I.) is/are doing isn’t going to help.

Part of me wishes I could trade personalities with her, Hell some times I wish I could trade places with her…I know I can’t but I think you guys know what I mean.

Her worst enemy in this is her depression... (She has been treated for clinical depression for years.) So yeah we have a STEEP up hill battle, but I am going to be there pulling/pushing her if I have to up that hill.

Be kind to each other, and hug your loved ones just because.

(((hugs)))

Thu, 02 Oct 2008 14:02:21 GMT

Just a quick note:

Day two of the seminar, is about to start....It's been interesting.

Mon, 29 Sep 2008 16:19:53 GMT

It's strange, I got an e-mail yesterday from a blog buddy saying that I had set my space to private...I hadn't I HAD set it to semi private as in my spaces friends and thier friends could get in....Now I have gone public again...We'll see how long that lasts, I just might go semi private again soon.

I have my regular 2 days off right now, and by God I'm taking them!

I told both Mothers don't bother calling me today or tomorrow because you "picked up an extra shift." Or your kid "won't listen to his teacher."

As I was typing that last paragraph, the phone rang and it was one of the Mothers....

She's a little ticked because not only am I taking these 2 days off I'm also not available on Wednesday and Thursday, (Cancer seminar, that has already been paid for.)

Ya know? I told them when I first agreed to take these kids on again they NEEDED to have back up.

They wouldn't need it that often but there would be times that it would be.

Like over the next 4 days:

lab for blood work.

Bank.

pre op Doc appointment.

2 day (all day) seminar in Downtown Vancouver.

Then Saturday is my Mother's Birthday dinner. Her birthday is actually on Thursday but we are having the big Family thing on Saturday, I haven't even THOUGHT about what to get her yet....

Then On the 7th another pre op Doc appointment.

Then the 10th is operation day.

THEN.

Everything is back to what passes for normal around here until MY 40th birthday dinner, that at this point I don't even know if it's going to happen.....

So yeah.

I really need to find deserted island.

Sun, 28 Sep 2008 08:56:20 GMT

So like the T-shirt I’m wearing says: “It’s all about me. Deal with it.”

And honestly, if I lose some friends on here because they think I’m being self centered or whatever, so be it.

I have to get this out and this is the only place I feel comfortable doing it.

I really don’t know how I’m going to do this, and by this I mean How the hell am I going to watch some one I love dearly die again..

The first one was April’s Mother; she was a second Mother to me and someone I could always talk too. She died of Advance Breast cancer….It was long and horrible and something I hoped to never see again.

Then it was my Father; I have written many times about my Dad and how much I miss him still to this day.

Now, now I get to watch the one true real friend I have or ever had, the one friend who has always been there, no matter what, die the same horrible way her Mother did.

I don’t know how I’m going to do it….I know I will….I just don’t know how.

I try to be positive and believe we are doing all we can to extend her life in the in the best possible way, but then I talk to her and she can’t breath very well and she’s telling me that her second and third opinion Doctors aren’t giving any more options then the first one did…It’s hard. It hurts. I want it to stop.

Sun, 28 Sep 2008 04:21:02 GMT

The pills are working, Tessa is feeling better. Her cough still sounds like a death rattle, but believe me it's an improvment!..... Now who wants to join me in a VAT of wine?

Fri, 26 Sep 2008 18:01:07 GMT

Tessa has deep inner ear infection that the first Doctor missed, and the reason she can't hear is because she has fluid in her ear....So New set of antibiotics. And we wait again.

I should add that the Doc said he has seen so many kids from her school (more then the usual "start of school rush") that he is going to have it looked into.

Fri, 26 Sep 2008 15:38:52 GMT

Tessa can barely hear out out of BOTH ears now headed to the Doctors, will update as soon as I can.

Good thoughts please.

Thu, 25 Sep 2008 16:48:01 GMT

Not even a month into the school year and Tessa has yet to make it a whole week. A class here, a day there….For one reason or another school has been a battle for the last 5 years, then just when we get her to the point that she wants to go and there is no illness to stop her and she goes for a whole week straight.

WHAM!

She gets an ear infection that is more then likely going to take her hearing in her left ear.

We are hoping, the infection was caught in time but it’s iffy….

So you can see life around here is still more of the same, just as we get used to and able to deal with one issue, another thing pops up…And we have to rework things again…Never a dull moment eh?

Tue, 23 Sep 2008 23:46:36 GMT

So here we are…And it’s Tuesday.

I have come to the conclusion that people need to have a license to have children, I am so disgusted with the brat boys Mother that if I could afford it I would quit……

I know she’s a working Mother and has a lot on her plate….But MAN! Is her lack of involvement with her kid’s school frustrating.

She makes sure they have all the things they need but when it comes to school or even Doctor’s appointments, she is more then happy to leave it up to someone else, and if no one else can do it for her she just doesn’t do it with the excuse,

“I don’t have time I have to work and clean the house…When do I have time for ME?”

Okay, fine the house has to be cleaned but, it can wait an hour or two while you help your kid with his homework and most doctors and dentists are open on Saturdays, so I find her excuse very selfish….

Mind you it’s not very hard to PISS me off these days, things are just not rolling off my back like they used too.

Even Rick told me this morning that he really wants me to find someone (physiologist) to talk too.

He stayed the night last night and got very little sleep because I was tossing and turning, he said I was talking in my sleep and at one point I even got up and moved things around my room, he said I did this for about 10 minutes and went back to bed, when I laid back down, Rick wrapped himself around me so I wouldn’t move anymore, but apparently that didn’t last long because I elbowed him.

Yes, he had a rough day at work, he phoned me at lunch to tell me so and tell me about the razzing he got about his girl lunch..LOL! Well he should have looked in the bag BEFORE dumping it out on the table, (Keep in mind he works in constrution and is also the Forman.) I had packed him 2 huge chicken salad wrapes, fruit, veggies with dip and pink frosted animal crackers for desert. I told him he was lucky I didn't draw happy faces and hearts on the bag like I did for Tessa....LOL!

Anyway...

He also said the last time he saw me like this was when my Dad died….

The first thing out of my mouth of course is “Oh cool! If I was moving that much in my sleep that means my back is healing….It’s about time!”

He just shook his head and said “Talk to your Doctor.”

I won’t, I know what’s wrong and a counselor or physiologist isn’t going to help me, I have nothing against them I just know talking isn’t going to help me right now…Right now I need information, knowledge that’s what I need and I am doing that on my own.

Sun, 21 Sep 2008 17:52:44 GMT

I did write a blog yesterday but it wouldn’t post, then I couldn’t get into my space. I gave up and went to bed and here I am again…Sunday morning waiting to see if I’m going to get the boys, the Uncle might not go into work so I just may have a Sunday off. First one in a long time…

Anyway I didn’t have much to say yesterday, and I still don’t today…

April and I were going to check out this organic health food store today but Tessa and the older boy both have wicked colds and I believe I am coming down with it, so April can’t be around us….Thankfully she is listening this time and is staying away, (if you remember last year when she was going through chemo, I told her Tessa had a cold and not to come over but she did anyway and got so sick she ended up in hospital.)

She isn’t doing chemo yet I believe they are starting with radiation first this time and it will start soon…Not too sure I will have to ask her again.

The name of the health food store tickled my funny bone and that’s why we are going to check it out…The name is “The Happy Nut House”….It just fits us, so hopefully it will be a good place for her to get what she needs.

She has changed her diet drastically… So now every label is read, every morsel is organic, no sugar, no salt…No nothing that isn’t there naturally....

I’m glad she is being active in her own care, but part of me is ticked that she didn’t do all this the last time….. Now, there is no way of knowing if she did this all the last time if it would have helped any, but if you believe it’s going to help now, why didn’t you before?....Know what I mean?

Anyway, it’s all part of a debate we are having about extending life verses quality of life.

In a perfect world we both want extension AND quality but there comes a time when both aren’t possible.

Just so you know I am firmly in the quality camp, but I understand and support whatever she wants to do.

As I was working on this, the boys showed up...So no day off for me...Oh well the extra money is always good.

I hope everyone has a great Sunday.

Fri, 19 Sep 2008 06:58:29 GMT

I am getting my eye fixed Oct.10th...I went to the eye Doc today and in less than an hour I had my eyes checked and a surgery date.

When I had this operation 35 years ago I had to stay in the hospital at least over night, I might have stayed longer but I only remember staying one night, now it only takes 20 minutes.

The funny thing is it was the same time of year back then, it was very close to my birthday and Holloween, I remember because I wasn't allowed to go trick or treating because I refused to take my antibiotics...LOL!

I hope everyone has a GREAT Friday

Wed, 17 Sep 2008 16:39:54 GMT

I'm taking the walker back today....I still kind of feel that I need it, but that is probably more of a fear thing than actual need thing....And at 40 dollars a month I can't afford to give into my fears...So back it goes.

Taking the dog to the groomer to get her nails done. THAT will be oh so much fun!

Talked to April last night, she is doing the best she can, but it is already getting hard for her to breath and she has started to cough when he talks for too long, but she is still up and moving, probably doing WAY too much but whatever works for her right? And honestly who am I to judge, I over do it ALL the time.

On Oct.1st and 2nd April and I are going to a Cancer seminar for patiants and caregivers. There will be lots of information about treatments and diet, and other stuff. It should be interesting.

Tessa went to rugby practice last night, she enjoys it so much. She felt a little strange about tackling the coach who is also her math teacher but she got over it soon enough.

Well I'm off to do what I need to do...Even though all I want to do is go back to bed and read.

Have a good day everyone

Tue, 16 Sep 2008 08:04:28 GMT

I share something nice?

Tessa has joined the community woman's rugby team....She will have her first game on the 28th

Everyone in the family is looking forward to going to watch her play, another cool thing is that the football team my brother coaches practices on the field right next to the rugby pitch on the same nights Tessa's team practices. That makes me feel good .....She will never get stranded at the park.

The 28th is also Rick's and my 25th anniversary, so what I would really like to do, IF I have the time is set up a good old fashioned tail-gate party.

I would like to thank everyone for their comments and support....It means more to me than I can say.

Tue, 17 Jun 2008 22:33:30 GMT

Tessa's Talent

Tessa drew this

And this

Frogs for miniwarrior

Layla

Frog and girl

For Mo

Mermaid

For Mo2

Sat, 18 Aug 2007 22:52:01 GMT

The New Do and the friendship Do

Sort and Sassy

End of week one

Tue, 03 Jul 2007 14:47:03 GMT

Random

Funny Rooster Boy!

MMMMM NiCE!

Also very NICE

Screw u

Piss off give me catnip

Sideways Updown smile

smiling (a rarity) Tessa

Sassy Tessa

Buggy McMadums

Ah... Rickspringfield...Sooo hot...

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Fri, 01 Jun 2007 21:01:11 GMT

May 28

Laughing at me

*SIGH* Pictures already?

Squintting not glaring..Ithink

Cheeky Vamp

Putting on the glitz!

Before the pinning..

girls ball 1

kids ball 1

Thu, 19 Apr 2007 08:07:43 GMT

April 19

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Sat, 31 Mar 2007 15:39:15 GMT

Vanity, Joy & Pride

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Sun, 11 Feb 2007 13:48:59 GMT

Once a temptation always a temptation

Nice, only thing missing is nipple rings

Love the smile

Tattoo..mmmmm

Cute butt, even better in person

Rock out!

Dimples

So young So pretty

Playing

Teasing

Getting ready to go in the crowed

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Sun, 11 Feb 2007 13:46:49 GMT

RiverRock Casino Richmond BC, Concert Pics, 06/16/06

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Sat, 03 Jun 2006 01:41:48 GMT

June 02

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Sun, 21 May 2006 04:37:38 GMT

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Mon, 20 Aug 2007 00:15:53 GMT

things to know

31. There really is such a thing as a sexy geek
30. I know the odds are against me but I REALLY want to win the lottery
28. I love romance novels about vampires
27. There Should be only 2 flavors of icecream, coffee and vanilla
26.But I love MY cat
25. I'm not really a cat person
24. I'm allergic to beer
23. I can't drive
22. I really want to drive across Canada
21. I love comments on my space
20. I believe in second chances
19. I didn't drink coffee at all until I worked at Starbuck's now I can't live without it
18. I love country music
17. Keanu Reeves is beautiful
16. The fall is the best time of year
15. Snow is evil
14. Thank God for hand rails
13. I dance in the rain and the shower
12. But I sing at the top of my lungs when I'm alone
11. I can't sing
10. Water is the best place to be
9. I love riding horses
8. I can NOT get on a down esquelator
7. I can't bake anything, yes there is a differance
6. I can cook almost anything
5. I can forgive almost anything as long as you are honest
4. The worst thing you can do to me is lie
3. I have a hard time letting go
1. I have a soft heart
2. I love to laugh
29. Rick Springfield is AWSOME!

Mum likes this one

Dad would have loved this one

Tessa being Emo

eye see you! (tessa)

Tue, 18 Jul 2006 17:10:35 GMT

E-mail me

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